TanMaNC dawg hEs goT a BESTie!

So I have spent the entire night chatting and hanging out with Ashley. If you do not know of the importance of Ashley Bryant then please refer to the previous post. She, among other things, is the most amazing girl in the entire world. She is exactly 43 days older than me. She swims, jogs and plays board games with me AND she knows my secret. She knows who I am and she LOVES ME! OMG!

We talked and talked, we discussed the cute boys and the creepers. We talked about my family and Paul's family ALOT! We cried, I cried, she hugged me. We took a nap and no I do not sleep with women, I sleep with Ashley! Lol get it right! hehe

My mom walked in on us sleeping in my bed, fully clothed with a box of tissues laying on the floor and Cher "I believe" playing in the background so either my mom thinks we are fooling around or she is confused enough to consider herself crazy. LOL

So she left at about midnight thirty and I have just been in such a good mood all night I can hardly even think to myself about anything sad. She thinks her mom already knows and of course she has known for a long time, because aparently females who are best friends with cute boys since they are like 5 realize at some point that the sexual tension never developed" to quote my brilliant best friend :)

SHe is amazing and will most likely be the first and only womanly love of my life. And to you all she says hi and thanks for taking care of her little man! lol Little? please... lol she knows better!

Peace out snitchedy doo dahs!

T M C


PS: Old pic of me and ashley!

OMG! you MUST read this...

TanmanC says:
 lol
 how was ur day?
Joe says:
 Pretty dull, yours?
TanmanC says:
 AMAZING!
Joe says:
 What happened?
TanmanC says:
 LOL
 i am jumping right
 now
 im so pumped
Joe says:
 Haha
TanmanC says:
 I think i might have come out to someone
 i dont know
 I am freaked
 but happy
 I really like almost shit myself when I said it
 but I dont know if she understood me
Joe says:
 Who was it?
TanmanC says:
 Ashley Bryant
 lol
 as if that helps
 She is like my best friend...
 we are practically brother and sister we r so close
 people always assume we are dating but we arent
  we were walking from the bus stop and she asked, "Tan I have a question for you, its a serious one." I said... "ok... go for it"
 "Do you think you could ever like a girl?"
 And i cut her off
 she wasnt finished asking "...Like amber shellsburg"
 who is this crazy emo girl
 but i said no
 lol
 so fast
 it just lept from my lips
 and she looked at me
 and then smiled
 and said "I love you tanner." and then hugged me
 and now I am like freakin
 hehehe





So I dont know what to do, should I call her? Should I run away to Virginia? They have TORNADOS!!!! Holy craptastimals Batman!


 SEEKING ADVICE
T-Dawg on the Tanskillet C

Hottie Thursday

Well I am trying something new here. I scheduled this post to appear at 6AM my time I am guessing. I will be getting ready for school, but I wanted to try this out so I know how it works for in the future. Today, as the title suggests, is Hottie Thursday! Now I am not sure what types of guys you guys like and I do not have a large selection to pick from since I do not store them, but here is a nice boy I found...

 

 

So in other news, make sure you check out the totally awesome poll off to the right side! Guess my shoe size! The answer will be revealed, along with a random fact, on next week's DP Wednesday!

As far as the boy up top goes, he is a musician. I love music. I play the drums, I play a little piano and for 2 months in fifth grade, I played the trumpet! My family is not musically inclined at all, but all my friends play something. In fact Paul, Boxer and myself were talking about starting a band this summer. But who knows now with Paul getting into trouble! OMG! Lol, I totally didn't tell the blog peeps this, just the MSN chat peeps!

OK so I have this friend, his name is Paul, and he is turning 16 on Saturday! Woot Woot! Well we were planning on having a big party for him and trashing his basement while his parents were out of town Saturday night right? Well long story short, mostly because I do not know all the deets, he got arrested for possession of marijuana today on his way home from school. So NO PARTY!

Well Boxer, another friend, called me later on this afternoon and invited me over to his house to party. His mom works from like 10 PM until 6 AM at the hospital, so the house is ours after like 9:30! So boxer is having a party to celebrate Pauls B-Day, without paul! LOL. Oh this can only end bad, hehe.

In other news, Boxer has been in a really depressed mood lately. He has been going to the school counselor a lot and none of us know why. His mom hasn't let anyone come over lately so it is interesting that she has allowed him to have people over this weekend. We are thinking someone died and this is how she has decided to get him over it! Whatever!

Hope this wasn't too long,

Peaces and peaces of bitchen nipple twitters

-TanManC

Wednesday gets Double Teamed

So before I say anything else, I just want to announce that I am a virgin. Yes it is true, I am a pathetic waste of a horny teenage boy, but I get none. No real boyfriend ever and no potential for anything as nobody is ever gonna know I am gay until i am like 30. I also want to elaborate on the fact that I freaking love early dismissals from school! I do not know who's idea it was to let kids out of school early from time to time, but they were amazingly brilliant!

The title of the post today might lead your mind to wonder, but sad to say it actually means that I have two posts jammed into one. This one! The first part of the post will be in response to my poll. It seems as though both sides were tied for a while, but to no surprise of my own, a fact about my body finished ahead. So here goes...

I am 5 feet, 9 inches tall, brown hair and I have a freckle one of the lower parts of my abdomen. :)

Well I actually gave you a couple facts about my body, but its all good! From now on I think I will be doing a poll each week, so stay tuned for some interesting questions. The new poll will appear anytime between now and Friday and will stay up until Tuesday.

Now for part two...

At the suggestion of a couple other bloggers, I have decided to tell a little bit about why I have to stay in the closet. The biggest reason is my parents. My parents are gay haters. I do not mean they would probably not like it if I were gay, I don't mean they make gay jokes.... are the bad kind...p

they protest, they call senators and they lobby for anti gay laws. They are the mean kind. I think my dad would be the kind of person to hold the "God hates Fags" sign. 

Anytime there is anything going on in the community all I hear about is how horrible fagots are. How they ruin perfectly good guys by seducing them and turning them gay. How anyone who even acts gay should be shot. My computer is so locked and protected and I erase everything because I can't risk them finding out. I feel as though my life would be in danger if they did. I am already crying sitting here thinking about them. I love them so much but they hate me, and they don't even know it.

Ok... breathe....

 so the other reason is that there are a few people at my school who talk really bad about gays, who have even picked on and punched a gay kid in the class above me. They go in trouble but that doesn't matter, doesn't stop them. It's a rough time here in Wisconsin I guess. Laws are changing, people are becoming more accepting, and the more the rights of gays get better, the harsher the backlash gets. All I know is that every night I dream, pray and plead that I would be able to tell just one person and be safe.

Have a wonderful Thursday everyone!

Peace to the punk followers!

-TanManC

FOLLOWERS FLOCK TO TANMAN'S AMAZING BLOG

Ok so the flock could be a slight (major) overstatement, but seriously, as you all know because you are them, I HAVE FOLLOWERS! WOOT! And not just two, but six! thats like a million more (obviously not! lol) than I was expecting! So thank you to all the followers, thank you for your words of encouragement and welcome to my Epic Story!

So to explain out it is that even though nobody knows I am gay, I have somehow managed to have three boyfriends. Simply put, they were just online pals. A long time ago in a computer chair which looks strangely like the one sitting in our garage I met this guy online. He was a year older than me and we both happen to be in the same area on Runescape at the same time. We did the whole "ASL" talk and eventually I was like, yeah so I am gay. Well to my surprise he was all "OMG! Me too, have a boyfriend?" And I of course said no and we officially were an item, that is until a month later or so when we lost touch and i sent him a text saying I was breaking up because he never texted me.

I met another guy online in a yahoo game of chess and the third was on teenspot.com. Needless to say that none of these were actually a real relationship in the sense that we could go on a date or kiss or anything else. But they were relationships online and there was talk during the last one of us meeting sometime but that faded away. So here I am, single, gay, closeted and living in a boring college town, the only child of two parents who don't do anything but work and workout.

For the next post you have a choice between two revelations...

A fact about my body or a fact about my hobbies

You can let me know what youd like in the poll to the right! And oh yeah, feel free to email me or chat with me on MSN both are Tanman2005@gmail.com

Peace

TanManC

no followers :(

well i have no followers. Not surprising since I just created the blog earlier today and most people probably had school or work. So I am guessing the followers will begin trickling in anytime now! right?

Well in the mean time I will go into some more detail about me. As I have said my name is Tanner, I have lived in Oshkosh since I was 2, so basically my whole life. Before I lived here I lived in Washington D.C. where I was born.

My parents own a business, well its actually a corporation, but it is just them. Through that corporation they run a group of restaurants in D.C. Why did we move here you ask? My grandma lives here and she is very ill, and apparently has been for 13 years. Anyways, she wouldn't move to D.C. and can't live by herself, so we moved here. They run the business out of a small office downtown.

Um, yeah this is turning into a post about my parents! lol well I guess I will go with that! My dad has been in the restaurant business his whole life. He first worked for McDonalds when he was 17 and went to college for business paying for it with McDonalds and then opened up his own restaurant after school. When he and my mother got married they decided they would expand the business to multiple locations thus forming the corp.

My dad's name is Craig and my mom's name is Samantha. They are actually both from Wisconsin, but were both going to college in D.C. interesting I guess. lol

This is the dad man...

Well I do not really know what else to say, hopefully when i wake up tomorrow there will be a follower or two, but if not I will post again tomorrow evening after school and homework.

Peace out snitches!
-TanmanC

BLOG WORLD! GET THE F*** over here and read this!

So my name is Tanner C. My best friend told me I need a blog so that I can tell the entire world all about all the wonderful and exciting stuff that happens in my life. Well sad to say that there is not much of that, there is a little, but not a lot. So I did it, I created this blog so you can all read all about Tanner. Google said a good way to get started is to say a little about myself and then visit other blogs to tell people about my blog. Here goes...

My name is Tanner C. I live in the middle of BFE, but if you look for it on a map you will need to look for Oshkosh, Wisconsin. No I do not where Oshkosh jeans. I am almost 16. Anything else you want to know please send me an email.

Tanman2005@gmail.com

Thanks....

PS: I am off visiting other blogs! hehe